appearance still matters
my god, i can't believe i'm down this rabbit hole again regarding looks and looksmaxxing and all of that stupid shit that's been surfacing around the internet. did you know that before clavicular was a thing, before all of that larp looksmax content, i was there? no matter how cringey and corny that sounds, it's true. i was and have always been lurking in the corner of blackpill. but anywho, i came here today to speak about how appearance still matters (like the sole light shining in the dark) and Oh, nobody understands me. nobody understands that i will literally die if i had to go outside with no makeup. oh so you see, everyone would point and laugh. we all say looks don't matter, but we are sure lying to ourselves. looks matter more than anything else in the entire world if we're basing it off how to make friends and how to win people. i spent my childhood and early teen years reading a book called 'how to win friends and influence people' by dale carniege or something like that. but NOWHERE in that book does it mention your facial features. so i guess i spent my childhood reading trash. my god, looks matter so much it actually makes me cry. i think about how pure and innocent little old me would be if i was never introduced to the world of looksmaxxing and god, i don't even maxx my looks. i don't diet, i don't hit my face with a hammer, i just hope and pray endlessly one day i'll wake up pretty. people always tell me i'm good looking just as a passing compliment and hell, i never believe them. looks will always be a touchy subject for me. i will never be satisfied with my face. ropefuel.