ok this is good but
alright visited my school today (DID NOT MOVE IN YET) caught up with some friends picked out my dorm room and changed my roommate to someone i actually wanna room with so life is all good. i also spoke to my principal regarding safety plans and what to do if i am in crisis and we came to a good agreement on everything, also spoke to my therapist that i have not spoken to in a long time we caught up and had a very good session. and, i am meeting one of my best friends in 2 days and we will hang out for 5 days total so all is going very very well if i am being real with you. the only problem is that i am scared this is not going to last and my joy will only be temporary but i assume if i keep thinking like this then it will only get worse from then. i must keep a positive mindset and be happy and accept the good things that are happening to me #truth #true things are looking up for me so far honestly i was very worried when i first got to this city but at the end it is okay it is all going to be okay (i think) my friends moving into the dorms on a later date all say they are very happy to see me and the friends ive already seen have given me a big big hug and say they are also happy to see me out and about and alive again. i think i am finding the spark in me again BUT again like i said earlier i am truthfully a little worried for how things will turn out in the long run but if i keep my chin up it will be okay!!!!!!! who is with me. this is a good day for the via nation. but also a sad day for the via nation. overall a tired day for the via nation and via nation citizens BUT ANYWHO i am praying my negativity does not kill it all. i must remain positive. i must!